Happy

Just finished a long, introspective rant that will probably sound idiotic if posted publicly, so instead, here's one of the few things to make me smile in the past few days. Hope it makes you smile, too. I'm tired of pissing people off...

Valentine

A couple shots of the charming Valentine from our impromptu shoot a while back in California... a professional photographer, I invited her to shoot with me after the workshop and was glad I did. She was great to work with and was up for various ideas, intrepidly wandering the hotel grounds half nude to make the most of our vanishing daylight. She was also a blast to talk with and I'm hoping to make it back to California to shoot with her some more before long. Thanks V!

Slide

Reading Black Postcards by Dean Wareham, singer/songwriter/guitarist for the bands Galaxie 500 and Luna. He's just about 1 month younger than me, so it's interesting to read his memoir of growing up when I did, and the music scene as he recalls it. He even includes his memory of lying on his stomach in his living room, listening to the radio on headphones and singing along, which I vividly remember doing myself. When I was young, WING was the Top 40 station, and the ONLY radio station in the world, as far as I was concerned. At one point I recall wondering if all these bands weren't hanging around the WING studios and performing the songs live, one after the other, which is how it looked on TV shows. Didn't occur to me at that moment that they were playing records.

I'd just aimlessly picked up the book at the library, but have found it fascinating reading, so if you're of that certain age and music scene, I'd suggest picking it up yourself. It's also prompted me to revisit my Galaxie 500 and Luna records, and I've had part of the song "Slide" in my head for a couple weeks now... enjoy.

But you know, hidden thoughts
Poison life, poison life.
But you know, hidden feelings
You steal from yourself.
-- Luna "Slide"

Time Capsule

Writing this Wednesday, but playing with Blogger's option to "postdate" or schedule a post for a specific time in the future since I may not be able to post this weekend. Sneaky, eh? Funny, you can also backdate posts, just by changing the numbers. Seems to kind of defeat the purpose of a blog as a real time journal or "web log" from which the name is derived... be nice if you could do it in real life.

Anyway, I chose this image because I'm still considering if the idea of an erotic blog or specific erotic MM portfolio would be a good idea, make it easier to communicate with models regarding that kind of project without "scaring away" those who would not be open to it.

Any thoughts kind readers? Anyone actually reading? "Do you understand the words coming out of my mouth?"

To sleep, perchance to snore...

Ask anyone who's spent the night in the same BUILDING as me, and they'll tell you I snore like a man possessed by demons. Recently had a model stay overnight on the couch at the opposite end of the house, with me behind a closed door, and she still opted to sleep with her iPod earbuds in, quietly playing classical music to drown me out.

Well, the snoring has other implications as well, in that it's pretty obvious that I have sleep apnea -- nothing to do with the famous model of the same name. It may have contributed to NFL great Reggie White's death, and is essentially swallowing ones own tongue and suffocating until the body manages to resume breathing. As you might guess, depriving the body of air leads to all kinds of long term health problems, and is potentially fatal, in addition to making for a lousy night's sleep. 

I've tried the nose strips and sleeping on my stomach, but I just roll onto my back in my sleep. Must be my self-destructive nature. For years I'd figured if I could just find a way to keep my mouth closed while I slept, that would solve the problem, and even visualized some sort of a sling or brace, but never tried to make one. Well someone went ahead and made one and is selling it online. For what it is, it's a bit pricey, but for what it does, it's worth every cent. After just three nights using it, I can tell a big difference and am pretty sure I'm not having apnea episodes during the night, although nobody has been around to attest to what degree it prevents snoring. Gawd help me for buying something I first saw advertised in spam, but any port in a storm sometimes. So, here's to better sleep and the benefits it brings... next step, the treadmill!

In addition to being sleep-related and dreamy, this shot is a sneak preview of a little project that I hope will grow... from a shoot in May of 07. More on that soon.

Toned down

A nice muted color shot of Tiana Hunter... something about her seems to cry out for subdued tones... I guess it's that sort of classic vintage look she has to her.

Thanks again, Tiana, for the shoot!

By the way, the Flickr experiment (posting 5 new shots a day) is not generating the results I'd hoped... I believe you need a free membership to view anything containing nudity though. If you want to see a consistent flow of new images from me, do go there, join if you need to, and leave a comment "hey, I read your blog" or something. If I don't get at least a few of those this week, I may not bother with uploading there.

See you there!

Isaac Hayes, Dead at 65

Simplify

In a strange state of mind... I need to find a way to simplify.

A little behind... and a fabulous new car!

CuCu Ca Choo... Here's Sarah and Cole again, looking lovely as always.

Just got back from purchasing a "new" car to replace the one that replaced the other one. It's a black Honda Accord about 6 years old, with a ton of miles but it rides like new, and apart from a few minor blemishes, it looks like new, too. Has almost all of the bells and whistles, although I'm hard pressed to figure out how I'll get by without heated mirrors. The salesman did a good job of appearing sincere and helpful and seemed to have a good streak of "screw the man" in him. The price painted on the windshield was quite a bit less than the one on the tag in the window, which he said is because the car had been on the lot a while, and they were going to sell it this weekend, or send it off for auction. Makes me wonder a bit about why it hadn't sold, but I'm guessing the high-ish miles (120K) gave some people second thoughts. So, got it for about 60% of what I was prepared to pay for a new Fit, and it feels like a more substantial car. In some ways, it's really similar to the one I drove for years, but I guess it's hard to improve on perfection. Honda knows how to do it right.

Gotta get new plates, so have to decide if I want my old vanity plate back, a generic plate, or some clever new vanity plate. It's tempting to get something photographic, but that just seems like advertising to thieves that there may be pricey camera gear in the trunk. Guess I'll see what's simplest once I get to the DMV... wonder if they'd actually let me have ARTNUDE? Or is that a little too much like getting a plate that says FREECAN D?

Congratulations Andi and Adam

Just a quick shout out of congratulations to Andi, aka Alizarine, and Adam who are getting married today, 08.08.08. Wishing them all the best and a lifetime of happiness together. Cheers!

Sarah

Here's Sarah, embodying some form of perfection to the point that I felt the need to add imperfection to it. 

The rope is stretching but the knot is still tied...

Writer's Block

Again, feeling the writer's block. Well, not so much blocked as silenced and stifled. So, here's the always unabashed Italian Kitten.

Oh, Flickr decided my account is "unsafe" which means the little widgets won't work, and that the pictures won't be seen by anyone, but I wilI continue adding shots to the page for the time being. Check it out... it's a mix of stuff -- new and old, favorites and previously unseen images.

What a swell party...

I have heard, among this clan, you are called 'The Forgotten Man'...

Is that what they're saying? Well, did you evah? What a swell party this is...

Weekend Worriers

This weekend has been much on my mind in recent weeks for various reasons, and my perceptions continue to evolve as it has just begun to unfold, and some things I thought I knew have been confirmed, while others contradicted.



More later... housekeeping has arrived, and I should be heading off to the shoot.